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Found a job, thinking that there’s finally a brand new start. But never expecting that after 2 months, I tendered my resignation. So I’m now without a job and finally get to laze around at home.

It was a very unhappy period for the past 2 months, causing my reflux to be worst. It was a much bigger impact than I had expected. Am now trying very hard to discard all the negative thoughts, to be happier and to regain some confidence. It’s not easy but I guess I need to get back to my normal self before depression comes knocking at my door.

A recent trip to Vietnam did not make me much happier but I’m glad to see something new and to get away from the busy and pressurized environment in Singapore. Here’s a picture taken from a cafe at Vung Tau.

找到了新工作﹐以為就有了全新的開始
沒料到。。。
兩個月後卻成了櫻櫻美代子

過去的兩個月過得很不快樂
而且還造成老毛病復發
為了自己的健康
還是選擇在沒找到新工作前就離職

但過去的不愉快似乎還是揮之不去
我也不知道為什麼影響會這麼大
現在還在努力讓自己開心點﹐有自信心一點

剛從越南度完假回來
沒有特別的開心或不開心
現正處在一個什麼事都不想做的狀態中
希望我能趕快恢復動力

附上一張在越南的頭頓咖啡座所拍的照片
Vung Tau, Vietnam

Happy National Day, Singapore!

Happy sweet 45th birthday, my dear home!! 😀

我親愛的家園﹐四十五歲生日快樂﹗﹗ 😀

It’s been a while since I last blogged.

THANK YOU so much for all the comments and emails from each and everyone of you. And apologies for not answering comments and emails during this period. I truly and greatly appreciate all the concerns showered upon me during this rough time.

Sadly, I can’t say that everything is fine now. There are more tests to be done. The stress is really unbearable. But I know I must be brave, no matter what the outcome is.

Once again, thank you for all the support. I doubt I will be blogging again soon but I will still be loitering around your blogs and flickr whenever I can, especially when I need to de-stress. In the meantime, do stay healthy and well, no matter mentally or physically. Take care!

好久沒po文了。
這一段期間非常謝謝大家的關心。心裡真是無比無比的感激。
也很抱歉這段期間沒能回復電郵和留言。

雖然很想告訴大家我已經沒事了﹐但很可惜的﹐事與願違。
事情有了我意料之外的發展。
接下來還需要繼續做檢驗﹐但最難熬的就是等待的日子。
那股壓力和擔心真的會讓人發瘋﹗
雖然很難﹐但我會試著面對一切。

不管怎麼樣﹐再次謝謝大家對我的關心。
最近上來po文或回復留言的機率應該不高。
但有時間或想解除壓力的時候還是會到大家的部落格逛逛。

希望很快會有進一步的消息告訴大家。
也請大家多多保重。

Lab test result was out.
Wasn’t too good a piece of news.
Need to do a re-test.
More waiting…and waiting…
And more worries…and worries…

Seriously feel like crying.
But am forcing myself not to.

檢驗結果出爐了
不是很好的消息
遲些得重新做一次檢驗
現在只能等。。。等。。。等。。。
除了擔心和害怕。。。還是擔心和害怕。。。

好想放聲大哭
但還是強迫自己不准掉眼淚
現在只能照常過日子
其他的。。。我也不知道要怎麼樣了。。。

Haven’t been blogging recently. Buried under piles and piles of work.
There’s also some health issue that I’m kind of worried about. Maybe I’m just thinking too much…crossing my fingers that everything will turn out fine.

Had to do some scrapbooking to divert my attention.

最近都沒在po文
因為工作依然非常忙碌
也有些擔心健康狀況

也許是自己想太多
希望一切會沒事吧

為了轉移注意力
做了些相簿美編

Annei & Teddy
Original layout/設計來源 : Leena Loh

Fun with Pancake

Will be back blogging soon if the mood is right. If not, will most probably wait till lab test result is out. Wish me luck!!

如果這幾天有心情
還會繼續po文
不然的話
應該會等到化驗報告出爐之後

請祝我好運﹗﹗

Quite an interesting exhibition. Showcasing the drawings and writings of Japan on one’s moleskine. From now till 8th May at Takashimaya Shopping Centre’s Kinokuniya.

蠻有意思的展覽會
作者們在moleskine上寫出或畫出了在日本的所見所聞

展覽會從即日起至五月八日
在高島屋的紀伊國屋書店

My Moleskine Exhibition (1)

My Moleskine Exhibition (2)

My Moleskine Exhibition (3)
Apologies! I don’t remember who drew & wrote this.
抱歉﹗我忘了這是哪為作者的作品

My Moleskine Exhibition (4)
By/作者: Kevin Chan

My Moleskine Exhibition (5)
By/作者: Rabi Mark

Do drop by for a visit. It’s really cool! 😀

有空的話﹐不妨去捧捧場﹗ 😀

Hey buddy, thank you so much for giving me a call so soon after you reach Canada. I’m REALLY REALLY happy to hear your voice and chat with you even though we are so far apart.

It’s a completely new phase of life for you now, do take good care of yourself (both mentally & physically) and enjoy the new environment. Go ahead and do whatever you want to do (which you can’t in the past) and have fun.

But always remember, keep in touch regularly and whenever you need someone to talk to, just pick up the phone and dial my number! TAKE CARE!! ^^

謝謝妳
在這麼短的時間內就從加拿大打了通電話給我
雖然現在我們隔得很遙遠
但從電話那頭聽到妳的聲音
我真的真的很開心

現在對妳來說是個嶄新的開始
希望從今以後妳能隨心所欲的去做妳想做的事
但千萬記得
一定要好好照顧自己
要成為一個很堅強的人

也請一定要常常保持聯絡
想要說說話或聊心事時
隨時都可以撥電話給我

保重唷﹗﹗ ^^

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