I want to do all these :

1) eat junk food (potato chips, crackers, etc) and fried stuff
2) have a cold drink
3) go shopping
4) save my money for swaps
5) sleep soundly

but I can only do these :

1) eat porridge or stuff with soup
2) have a hot drink but no hot chocolate
3) other than work, get maximum rest
4) donate my salary to the doctors (I’m taking chinese medicine) or the school (I flunked my last acca paper again and had to retake a completely different paper)
5) sleep with pain or uncomfortableness cause by my back problem

I feel like changing my body with someone else. All these health problems are getting on my nerves. I’m like an old lady with a frail body. 😥